It sucks being in love with someone you're pretty sure isn't in love with you. They tell you not to worry and that they like you etc, but their actions don't show that.
I have fallen in love with this guy. I know it is going to be insanely hard because we live so far apart and he talks to lots. of. girls. but I want this. And I know he does too, but I wish he could show me more. He texts other girls, is vague about things, and just leaves me with an overall sense that something's not right.
And I thought I was the commitment-phobe. It seems I'm the one wanting to the commitment this time. Sigh. I don't know what to think or do. I just want to be with him. I wish I could up and move but I can't.
I feel destined to be alone. When I finally found the right guy, he ends up living too far away for us to work. Should I just give up? Seems like it..
Love is strong. Txting other girls doesn't mean a thing, as long as you're the one he comes home to at the end of the day. Seeing that he can't do that, the only thing you two can do is talk whenever possible and think about the fun, great times together.
ReplyDeleteDistance sucks, time is slow, but it will build a stonger bond between the two of you.
Jaime, I like you very much, yes, falling in love is where we're going, where I'm going. I may move to FL for a while, but doesn't change how I feel about you. I want us to last and become what we're going for in the long run, and I know this will happen b/c of this slow 10 year bond with each other.