Yeah it's been awhile since I wrote. I'm so ashamed! Things have changed drastically in my life and I'm not sure how I feel about them.
I feel a little embarrassed about the extremely personal things I've written about on here and advertised to some very public arenas. But it is what it is and I'm not ashamed of my life.
I currently live with my new boyfriend, Mat, my son Josh and our kitten Felix. We are all living a happy life that's full of possibilities. I'm not going to gush about my man or anything of the like. It's not a high school romance. This is real, this is mature, and I'm not going to taint it with childlike displays of glee. What I will tell you is that I'm finally in a place that feels right. Some of my situation isn't glamorous (I am currently unemployed, for example), but I'm doing the best I can. Like I said, real life.
The things I said about happiness in my last post are still so very true. I've actually found myself feeling depressed about my situation recently and that post has reminded me what I know to be true. Happiness is a state of mind and only you can make yourself happy. So true and I need to re-read that from time to time so these silly feelings go away.
Be happy, be healthy, and above all, rely on yourself.
I wish I could close this as usual but unfortunately I just might have to change my blog name. So I'll end this honestly. Thanks for reading.
-Jaime
